Sunday, 30 October 2011

Twenty something

Another birthday come and gone.

Felt like any other day to be honest but the knowledge of my age is daunting. Things to think about, things to do. What will happen in this unwritten chapter of my life?

Saturday, 22 October 2011

I want

Send me back to 2008 please..


Still not feeling great. First night shift completed, some sleep today and now getting ready for shift number 2. 9pm til 8am should do it. I find that when it hits the early hours of 7/8 I get more hyper.. then crash so I feel its best to get home as soon as I can when I'm done to sleep. Just feels like I'm missing the whole day.

Listening to All American Rejects.. 'Can't take it'. I'm liking the lyrics

Thursday, 20 October 2011

Don't feel too good

:( slight cold and feeling miserable today. Still no cigarettes though which is positive I suppose.
constant headaches and an overall confusion.
Getting the feeling that some people are not talking to me for some reason.. or at least not saying things to my face. And finally.. a feeling that something is going to go horribly wrong soon :s which I hope it doesn't! Just one of those looming feelings :(
I shall see how I feel tomorrow and update if different

Tuesday, 18 October 2011

Feeling better

Slightly better and more concentration on work at the moment. Which is a good thing surely. Plus I have not had a single cigarette today! Lots of coffee though :s Wonder if I can last through tomorrow as well..

Other news.. Induction day 1 complete! The team look good and there is definite potential there. Still more tomorrow though and then 2 weeks of cleaning, stocking and training the staff for store open in November. Happy days.

Monday, 10 October 2011

Not hungry

I haven't eaten in 2 days. I'm still awake due to the Pro Plus I took as a makeshift anti-depressant. Does. Not. Work. You can kind of guess I'm not happy at the moment and am venting through here..

Monday, 3 October 2011

The songs

Still bring a tear to my eye

Friday, 30 September 2011